Think why you wanted to experience this life? why leave now that you are here?
Imagine how much the world is affected by you and how you want to affect the world. Maybe life is hard for you to learn a lesson for now. Rather kill the thoughts and emotions that makes you feel and think negative. Educate life in an interesting way so that you don’t want to leave. I believe life gets us when we take life too seriously.
So let me get this straight you’re a SELFISH person as far I know because you’re not thinking about the people around you that love which you will leave a bunch heartbroken souls confused of your action and not to mention to barrie you’re as too c’mon man shake it off and stop complaining you’re better than this
Life isn’t easy. It’s hard.
Listen here, people will come along and be all sweet and tell u “oh, don’t do this…don’t do that”. Be strong”.
Whatever. They are not feeling what u are feeling. And they can never feel what u feel.
Do u see the harsh reality of life. Everyone is experiencing life from their own eyes. Their own mind.
The realization that everyone is living a life as complex and vivid as your own, filled the ambitions and goals and objectives and dreams, hopes, fears, love. etc. etc.
I ‘IL be honest I’m not going to be sweet too. And if u have the guts pick yourself up and walk. Nobody else can HELP YOU.
There was a time when I am in big trouble this world left me for dead. No food No home. Nothing. at that time, I felt like God had abandoned me too.
My knees were grazed and my pillow was soaked. I attempted to end my life. But I failed. And I don’t ask the universe why.
Ask no questions and no lies.
But I got up because I realized that nobody, NOBODY actually gives a shit about the life they are living. Like zombies they exist.
I say to you the truth….. only u can get YOURSELF out of this condition. U are not alone and u will never be, with the same logic YOU CAME ALONE ,YOU WILL GO ALONE.
Life has so much to give. There is so much to learn.
IN THE END WE WILL ALL DIE. But isn’t that what makes life beautiful? Death.
But u must LIVE first, be ALIVE first to realize that death is not real.
Self-loathing and self-pity never got anyone anywhere…BUT THE PEOPLE WHO GET UP AFTER THEY FALL, THEY REACH THE STARS.
Life is not all butterflies and candy and rainbows and that’s the truth. You pray for RAIN you have to deal with the MUD too.
You can be so much more if only you see yourself as the peak of strength.
Only u can do it for yourself.
Please…the future is beautiful but u need to see it. Think about how much good u can bring into this miserable world. You’ll find your purpose.
Lots of love and light.
I’ll be back to Restore you.
Jennifer Clark
